flamboyant

Sometimes I feel like I have a lot to write, and nothing to write at the same time. I’m not interested in writing mundane day-to-day updates so will there be a time when I have exhausted all discussion and all thoughts? Perhaps over time I will be able to watch an evolution within a given topic, how my opinions change or adapt.

Lately I have been thinking that when I was younger I enjoyed creative writing. It is a skill that I have not used in many years. Some songs and artists I have been listening to for decades and find their work to be profound. I wish I, too, could produce something that has such a lasting impact on even a single person. It makes me wish I hadn’t given up the creative writing, or writing in general, so many years ago.

Of course, this now is just like any other thing that I ‘want’ to do, but I have so many things I ‘want’ to do and can only prioritize so much. What I truly ‘want’ becomes evident by what I prioritize. The extent of my writing likely will be contained within this journal.